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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Taking Me For Granted

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If there is one thing I hate it is taking me for granted especially my efforts. I woke up at 1:30 am to review, supposedly, for my Algebra but seeing that I only had limited sources to review the lesson I'd skipped I moved on to my Chemistry. When I scanned on our activity from my manual it was one of my favorite experiments back then when I was still at MDC; Acid, Bases and Salts. I only left one question blank because we need an analysis and an observation on the salt. The rest was just balancing and finding the formula of the formed salts. Thanks to my chem book and the internet, I was able to double check if the salt I formulated was correct. But we were the second to pass our work, it will be suspicious if we passed our work 2 hours and 30 min before the class ended, so we let time pass by. But the mdaf***'n SOB insisted that I copied from the group who passed first, nagparinig pa ang walang hiya sa akin by scolding at the first group kung bakit daw sila nagpakopya. Pu** ka! Yung isa nga sa kanila nag ask kung pwede tulungan ko sila sa Aluminum Chloride na yan eh, where in fact I told them that it was easy and that they could do it on there own. Ta** In*, alam ko tong experiment na toh, nagawa ko na yan! At wala akong pakeelam kung kung na-una o nahuli ako, ang importante makita ng mga bulag mong mata na ginawa ko toh! Mangongopya ba ako sa isang tanong na alam ko na, bobo! Leche ka! Tapos pag mag lab lecture tayo sasabihin mo na pangalawa lang kami, na sumunod at nangopya kami, tan* In* ka! Balance ko pa yung equation on the spot sa muka mo, saksakin ko pa sa bibig mo yung mga lecheng acid na ginamit. Kung nangopya ako, sasabihin ko pa sayo kung kanino, isulat ko pa yung pangalan niya sa lab sheet all caps, engineering lettering.

Takte nasama pa ng pagka init ng ulo yung pagkawala ng libro ko sa Chem. Pucha talagang pag nasa mood ako naiingit sa akin yung tan* ina** malas na yan! Maayos na sana ang araw ko kung di lang umepal itong dalawang malas. Desperado ata itong malas na toh na patayin ako eh! Lahat na lang kinukuha sa akin kulang na lang ata eh pati buhay ko.

This day could have been a good day, nakita ko panaman sina Kuya Kim at Donita. Kung hindi lang laking epal itong malas na toh maayos na sana ang lahat, kahit maaga akong nagising, maganda naman yung pag bangon ko.

I won't forever hold on to my other side, I've been carrying this other character of mine back then and I am fully rejecting it ever since I shifted by always starting anew, doubling my efforts, waking up as early as before dawn and studying hard. Now if you are jealous on what and where I am in, you could kiss my a**, because I've been through hell before entering this University and I can say that I deserve being here. I am happy of my new life, anyone or anything against it, back the fu** up!

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