I started as a pathetic student at my prelims, but carried on through my midterms and nearly lost my mind at my finals. All in all I could say that I just had my worse academic semester in my whole college life yet. But not all of it were as bad as it seems. I've met a lot of people and all of them were that good. I really love my Chem and Algebra class and the people I am with there. Also the Computer Programming and Drawing, those subjects were only minors but they really challenged me a lot. I'll be getting my card by our enrollment. I have a couple of subjects that are crucial and might fail. Like my cousin said to me; "Matututo ka sa mistakes mo, alam mo naman talaga kung ano ang dapat gawin. Ang importante matapos mo yung sem." I had made so many mistakes and I am ready to face the consiquences. . .
I also noticed that I have been such a Bible reader eversince I got into that group. They were the ones who helped me heal and guess what I have not been into it for 3 weeks straight. It's also hard sometimes, becuase the urge is still haunting me but my words are far more powerful and capable of rejecting it. I would really want to continue my journey but I have personal reasons why I cut it short. I also felt that I've become even more closer to Him. And what a way to thank Him by playing my guitar at our prayer meeting. Ito pa pala sobrang blessed ang PRYM, the prayer meeting is improving but our performance in it is not important but our faith and responsiblity on the blessings and tasks that are given to us.
I really don't know what to ask for now, except the usual protection, guidance and wisdom. I am happy to where I stand and what I have. I am inspired everytime I read His words which I almost normally do since the encounter; it is enough to brighten up my day. I am always on the right track of my seasons of life. So all I could say for now is thanks be to God and just keep on bringing those challenges up for I know in the end He'll still be at my side no matter what. I may have big problems but God is bigger than it.
I also noticed that I have been such a Bible reader eversince I got into that group. They were the ones who helped me heal and guess what I have not been into it for 3 weeks straight. It's also hard sometimes, becuase the urge is still haunting me but my words are far more powerful and capable of rejecting it. I would really want to continue my journey but I have personal reasons why I cut it short. I also felt that I've become even more closer to Him. And what a way to thank Him by playing my guitar at our prayer meeting. Ito pa pala sobrang blessed ang PRYM, the prayer meeting is improving but our performance in it is not important but our faith and responsiblity on the blessings and tasks that are given to us.
I really don't know what to ask for now, except the usual protection, guidance and wisdom. I am happy to where I stand and what I have. I am inspired everytime I read His words which I almost normally do since the encounter; it is enough to brighten up my day. I am always on the right track of my seasons of life. So all I could say for now is thanks be to God and just keep on bringing those challenges up for I know in the end He'll still be at my side no matter what. I may have big problems but God is bigger than it.
