KeEpiNg It cOoL

Today we attended the Catch Fire Cathechism porgram of our parish. The two speakers were quite boring, but, I always love to do praise and worship to the Lord. It makes me feel light from my heavy loads and prepared to anything that I will encounter whether good or bad. Galing ng sayaw namin kala nyo, hah! Para kay Lord yun, hehehe. . . .

We had our lunch break sa Veritas. And whoah, it is such a great feeling to once again step at my old alma matter --the fountain of truth and love, knowledge molder of children and youth-- Veritas Parochial School. Konti lang pinagbago ng school but the biggest change that will happen will begin be this coming school year when Ms. Millette, will take charge as the school's principal. WOOOHHHOOOO, 'Mam! You made a difference before. It's now time to let it out again!'

REFLECTION:

Many voices were heard today. Some of the things that should be hidden were unlocked. I just hope whatever they had right now must be kept under there skin.

I am a risk taker but I am not risking it now. For I don't want anythng bad to happen to either you or me. For now lets focus to what's on our own personal lists

I just hope you make the right decision. We need your talent. Why don't we show it to them and use it to serve the Lord.

The throne is already passed to you, the sun has set on me now and has shown brightly to you. I stepped down already a long time ago. Now's time for you to step up and Lead. But yet don't worry I am still here helping you through the service. If I can do it you can also do it.

fLaSh rEuNioN

I have a big schedule ahead both at church and friends hehehe. And what a way to start it by having a reunion with my closest high school friends (Enzo if you’re reading this you missed a lot!). We had a good time chatting, listening to rock music (Paul Gilbert ROCKS pare!!!!) and of course eating Iris’ burrito recipe. We should have a drinking session but please. . . . Its like 2pm in the afternoon and its hot. I am really happy to see those guys again just like in the old days. Even for a while, it made me felt as if I am high school again. It is good to be back, even though just for 5hrs and 30mins.


Reflection:
It is such an honor to be with you again guys. Although we are not really complete I am more than happy to have a good time with you. There will be a certain point that you’ve got to tell the truth, even though I am one of he’s closest friends, I still have some things to know about him. But whatever will be his action it is better to tell him early rather to see your skeleton in the closet.

Please try to understand my failures and upsets. . . I am just a human being so I am sorry if I didn’t do something that leaded you to such an upset and disappointments. It’s just that I just had a good time and you always screw it up at the end of the day. You do really are a great epal! But yet I have to understand and let out my anger in a different way.

InTo thE LiGhT !

At last its all over... I am done with my finals!!! Wooohhhh!!! But the test at Philosophy was really difficult, It's really a brain wash when answering those questions. Considering that the test was instructed to have no erasures. So I have to skip those question that I am not sure and answer them after I am done answering the questions that I am sure. ANG SUNGIT NG PROCTOR NAMIN ERR SARAP BATUHIN NG BOTE!

The Kerigma 5 concert was fine, we had a good time! But there is still somethings that were lacking at the event. I was expecting a praise and worship will happen. But at least I enjoyed the event with my Youth Ministry and with some friends. I can't believe that Iris and Abigale were there. I was surprised! Hehehe

REFLECTION

You are still confuse my friend! I know you still want her, no doubt about it. If you don't love her anymore you should have not been mourning about her when she was with me. I am innocent! I have nothing to do with anything, okay! I just want to have a good time. And its been a while since we had been talking. Remember, I treat her as a friend or sister. Its not me who has the problem, but you. . .

My friend/brother, thanks for those words of advice and wisdom. But remember something, I am different from you. Like what you also said, you are unique and I am unique too. We somethings in common and differences. I'll make sure that everything will be just fine when you take your leave for a while. I understand you need a rest. I will do my job from here make sure that you'll make yours.

aNd So iT hAd BeEn sAiD

Finally all of my clearances are now complete! All I've got to do tomorrow is to sign it to our adviser. This time I came prepared with my Theology and Anatomy exam unlike yesterday's exam at Filipino and Chemistry. So tomorrow will be the real thing for me. I must get at least a 90% mark at my final exam at Philosophy. This subject has been a pain in the a** this midterm, like the Logic subject at my 1st semester, and I am hoping to make it up to this subject.

PRYMers!!! I hope you got my email!!! Kerigma 5 tomorrow woooohhhooooo!!!! But first things first, I have to take my last two exams (English and Philosophy) and my completion of my clearance.

REFLECTION:

You made the right decision of coming back, you showed us finally that you are a man. You finally saw what caused your downfall. But remember this, you had left a mark to us by yourself. The next time you would repeat that mistake it'll be unforgiven.

I had nothing to say, if you don't want to talk about it that's fine with me. Just don't go raging, bragging and crying in front of either me or her. She has made her decision, I just hope you made yours too. I am sorry if I ever meddled or got involved into your struggle. I am just here to help both of you. I am just showing my concerns as a friend. I know you had something to say to me. But whatever it is whether it is for peace or a debate, you should have let it out instead. I'd rather take the knife stabbed at my heart than at my spine. I'd rather have a talk with a beast than a man on an iron mask.

JuSt a LiTtlE bIT MoRe! ! !

HAHAHA Konting tiis na lang! Mag babakasyon na and mag hoholy week na din. Kahit may pasok ako dis summer okay lang! May 3 weeks vacation naman kami! Ok na yun kesa sa wala! Pero grabe ah ang hirap ng finals namin ngayon! Nakaka siff neck, nakaka sakit ng ulo, nakaka hilo at nakakatanga. Kulang na lang eh mag nose bleed!

Anyways, I got to review! Im done with my at Filipino and Chem (ang hirap!). Tom will be Anatomy and Theo (my favorites) and lastly on Friday, English (sus kailangan pa ba mag aral dyan) and at Philosophy (At least I must get the final exam a 90% total score, dali noh!?). And I have loads of things to do starting on Friday! Hahaha!

Reflection:

I never thought I would be ending this by finding a needle on a hay stack. But whatever happens to me at the future, I will hold my head up high for a job well done and I will face whatever consequences for my errors and mistakes and learn from it!

I am right, am I not? He is still confuse of his decision. You know what? You both had a good experience with each other. At least end it not with an envy, conflict or dillemas. But by thanking each other for the time and experience. I just hope that you both had some things lerned upon being together.

I just hope that you would just hear me out and listen to what I've got to share tom or the day after. You've pushed me off my track, but now its my turn to let out my voice and be heard!

hEaLiNg HaNds

Wooh at last I was able to retrieve my cellphone! Akala ko talagang mawawala na yun. May mga nangyari pang ekek and echopuwera before malaman ko na ang cellphone ko was on the car all along! Wooh! That kinda put away some weight of my shoulders; both me and my dad.

I missed two meetings today, one at PRYM and one at KOA. I have to review for my upcoming finals. This would be quite difficult, kailangan ko mag habol sa Philosophy and Chemistry. Buti pa yung Anatomy ko at least medyo okay na. I realized na when it comes to memorization mas madali for me ang Anatomy hehehe lalo na when it comes to Reproductive System =)) and dali!

My hell week is over but both my clearance and finals week will be the next thing starting tomorrow til Friday. . . Grabe I need to buy an organizer na I have plenty of schedules that I can't keep tract. Hehe got to review na

Reflection

You have been truly been caring, understanding and my superhero! Despite the lies, curses and vulgar things that I have been saying to you on your back. I thank you for all of the generosity that you have shown me. You have proven to me that you will really sacrifice a lot just to give me both the thing I want and need. As the sun shown up this day, I never thought that we would now be this close than ever before. I am sorry if I have not been true to you before, for I thought you just wanted to meddle with my personal life. For I thought your just doing things just for yourself; but all along its for the better good of me and my future as well. I hope that we would soon be able to further reach out to each other. This is just the beginning!

AftEr EvrYthInG HaS cHanGed

Grabe bad trip nawala nanaman cellphone ko errr that's my fourth phone na! Talagang hindi ako pwede mag Nursing! Baka pag naiwan ko yung patient for a while eh mamatay na, grrr!!! Pansin ko lang I've lost three cellphones this school year =((

Speaking of Nursing, I am thinking of shitfting my course to Psychology. I found out that I want to help people and reach out to them by talking and giving advices (like Dr. Phil). And I really love Psychology sa totoo lang. But I have to think this through, hard.

I had an exhausting day to today plus I have to study for my special test at Chemistry on Tuesday. PRYMers, sorry I can't attend the choir meeting tom hehehe bawi nalang me next week.

Reflection:

There are some things that are better yet to be thrown away or left behind. And so you did and so did I. If only I could turn back time I'd rather waste it with you than with someone else. And from there I could show you my real me. But, whatever happened to me has already been done and nailed shut. Slowly everything will soon come to a conclusion and I think everything will be too late now. I am was forced to be silent in our environment. My true me never showed up but through the experience being through that environment I've learned a lot of things the hard way. But no matter what happens, I will keep on survivng this world of pain, this mountain of sorrow, this valley of sadness, this city of injustice and the land of mourning. And with this pain that I am willing to embrace, it would sharpen me to live and survive and soon I would find my way to the road of glory and a new beginning. . .

I vOtE tO abStaIn !

We just had our last unit test at our Anatomy and gladly I passed. Again the 2 failed quizes that I had with this subject was repaid, hahaha (nakabawi ako!). I interviewed our prof at our Anatomy subject, and boy I sure was nervous. It is needed for our Thesis paper at Filipino, the topic is about the symptoms and causes of peptic ulser. The interview went well but I was really nervous.

A meeting was held at our village with reguards for the beautification of our little guard house. I showed up as the representative of the family and I was the youngest with in the meeting, hahahaha!!! The meeting ended up with a voting for the beautification of our guard house, but honestly I am not in favor for the beautification. The details of the meeting, sorry to say, better be left as classified. . .

I got a big day tomorrow so I need some rest kahit 2-3 hours lang and I need to do my thesis paper at Filipino plus review for the long test at the same subject, review at the recitation at Philosophy and get my body ready for our practicals at swimming hehehehehe! ! !

Reflection:

I had said this to you several times, that it is not you who has the problem but him. Why do you bother on something that's not even yours to bother. Just let him be and we'll see who will give up first.

You have been through this before and I am certainly confident of the decision that you will make. We had always share our comments and on things of how to handle life. And by now I know that you had full control of your emotions and decisions. But this doesn't mean that I will just leave you. Eversince we met I had been on your side. And now, especially now, I will do my best to help and guide you on every trials no matter what.

The long awaited person has now awaken! Its silence has been put aside and its furry has now been unleashed. Long have I been waiting for this moment. You had come in perfect timing, and its now time to prove what we are really made of!

MySteRiOus bUt cOoL

This has been the frustraiting, irritating, hectic, hassel and annoying week that I ever had at school. All of the quizes, tests and submission of requirments and stuff ay nagbagsakan this week. Nang dahil sa video project thingy namin sa Theo na di matapos tapos because of my freakin laptop, I failed two Anatomy quizes and failed my Chemistry Lecture.

But my Chemistry Lecture test was repaid, our prof saw that only a few passed the Chemistry Long Test. Saw he added plus 5 at our total score plus binawasan niya yung items ng test. He subtracted 10 items at a 50 item test so it was now 40 items and nakapasa ako. Yung sa Theology, the submission of the project was moved on Tuesday instead.

Today my group at Chemistry Lab were not able to take the long test because we weren't able to pay the lost graduated cylinder. We were about to pay it na, but all along the price that we know for the payment of the graduated cylinder is Php145, but instead it Php465. We know that the graduated cylinder was expensive but not that expensive. Ano yun gawa sa ginto!? Due to our short budget we were not able to pay it, thats the bad news but the good news is we will have a special test on Tuesday next week which is okay kasi refreshed yung utak namin nun and it will be also a good preparation for the upcoming finals on chemistry the next day. . . So know Im home and I have enough rest from my dinner break time to study for my Unit test at Anatomy tom; dito ko ibabawi yung mga binagsak kong quizes, I have to finish my Filipino Thesis paper, plus I have to copy some notes at Philosophy for Saturday's recitation and yeah set my body to a swimming mood for my practical test at PE which is also on Saturday.

You think that's rough, finals na namin next week, hahahaha Lets go go go ! ! !

Reflection:

I don't know what You are up to, I don't know if you are punishing me or just toying with me. I have no idea on what You are planning. I had been in a week of hell. I am distracted that I can't sleep nor have a good wake up call. But yet You manage to meddle somethings and made the impossible. Again I thought I was alone; against the world with my own gear and arms. But You interfered and lit my candle to brighten up the room of darkness.

Its now time to show them what you are really made off, you are better than you are before, I believe in you. You can make a difference to others, they might even praise and make you a model out of your deeds and attitudes. Just hold on just a little bit more and you will be able to rest, just believe to achieve.

"Is this all what life could offer!? Bring it on! ! !"

First Moves

Yesterday, we were all disappointed to our lost at the speech choir finals, not to mention our coriographer cried. But for me, wala na akong paki alam if we win or lose at final round. What matters is we didn't back out from the competition and we manage to be 1st place at the elimination round and we got 95% at our project in English. Let this be an inspiration sana. . .

This day our class and some selected sections at MDC went to St Pauls, Pedro Gil, to watch a stage play named "O' Moises". It was a great play, as in WOW. Talagang mga professionals! There were comedy acts and adlibs added to there script so the play won't be too serious and boring. Nakakakilig din yung the time na si Moses was courting Zephora hehehe! And grabe yung voicing, it was really a superb!

Hmm got loads of work to do tomorrow: my Filipino Thesis Paper, PRYM meeting and Theology Project. So now I need to get some sleep.

Reflection:

On every decision that we make, you have to think of the consequences that might happen not only to yourself but to others as well. The problem with you is you only think for yourself. You've been our friend, pal and brother. Haven't you thought about what might happen to the other person? Good thing he was able to control his fist from hurting your face.

We've accepted you without a doubt, we trusted you a lot and we shared somethings that you don't have. You cared to join us during break times, happy moments and the times that we are in need of each other. But now you had become one of them; a hypocrite, a back fighter and a self centered SOB.

I hope you are happy to what you've done, you've got the nerve to break something that was difficult to build. Had you said the truth than covering it up with a lie we all would not be at this predicament.

I know you are strong and for sure you are better than him. You've accepted the reality thats been so unfair to you. Don't worry, we are here even if the world is agaisnt you. But remember our main goal and obligations, don't let this s*** bother you.

Silent Waters Run Deep

Today is a long and exhausting one, we had a practice at our English speech choir. . . Ginabi nanaman kami like the ussual practices. . . I was not able to go to the YM conference because of this s***, and I am really sorry for that. I really don't like to attend our practice but its a must daw. Hindi pa nga ako nakakapag aral sa Anatomy eh! hehehe

But wait! yet up until now, we didn't think that we would make it through the finals! Not to mention 1st place pa!!! That elimination round really made my balahibo stand up. If you would compare our section to the other participants, you will see that ours sucks. But who's on top of the mountain now?

Reflection:

Everything has its first time, and from that first time we learn from our mistakes. It is also the reason why it is so difficult to forget them. We tend to look back no matter how embaracing or painful the experience was.

My friend don't bother risking something; for there you will see what you lack. To hope is to risk pain and to try is to risk failure. Because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. A person that doesn't risk is nothing and has nothing. Yes, you may avoid suffering and sorrow but he/she can't learn, feel, change and grow. He has forfeited his greatest trait and that is his individual freedom. (Rip off from Ate Cyndee's text quote and originally from Leo Buscaglia).

It's a good thing that you gave out your comment! We were awaken buy your thunderous voice. For all we know you are kind, gentle and silent. But despite of the charity that you've shown to us, some people are taking advantage of your actions. I hope that this would be a break through to others, such as I, who are just silent in one corner and are abused by the societies self centered ego and greed. Let this be an inspiration to stand up, raise there heads up high, to defend and give dignity to the self and be the captain of there own soul.

Do you think that you are superior? Do you think that you, along with your friends, are cool, smart and the so called "know it all"? Well actually you know nothing at all! From your actions and attitudes that you are showing, I think you have proven that you guys have a weight over your head. And not only that; straight from your eyes, we could see your lies, blasphemy and hypocritical s*** coming out of your f****** mouths. We are tired of being treated like under dogs, out casts and giving us those comments that are nothing but bulls***! We are all in the same group and we also have the same trials. All we ask from you guys is to treat us eqaully!

SuNday MoUrn

WHoa!!! at last the stamping of tickets are finished! Kuya Kris has already made the solicitation and sponsorship letter! We all ate at KFC while Z and Vic brought some drinks at Starbucks. The mass went well but some are still confuse of the songs, hehehe... Well at least this one is acceptable than last week; the projector was accidentally turned off by a little guy, hek hek... I can't blame him he's just a kid and no one likes that to happen.

"Reflection of the Day!"

There are some things that had better be left in the past. Cause if you'll bring this load along with you, it may be too heavy and painful to carry it and you may not be able to move through the rough roads that are yet to come.

It is better to let out your anger than keeping it; its like a balloon and its air are the dillemas, too much air pressure will cause the balloon to explode. Its essence is still there but its purpose is gone.

The decision has been always yours, we trust you on what you will decide. But still, you need to be brotherly/sisterly guided. I asure you that these guys will always be at your side and will be your guide as you go along with your problems.

We all have yet many things to learn and even if we are aging we still never stop learning. But for now, enjoy your life and I promise you that you'll never regret the things you've decided now and at the near future.

Intro Ampf!

Wow my first ever blog post wooohhh! It took me so long to sign in umabot hanggang 12:46pm to finish my profile. So guys, you'll notice that my first few posts are going to be my past experiences; Im going to post whatever II want to shout out and share. But soon you'll see my latest. Hehehe anyway... Tomorrow' will be quite hectic and I've got to stamp the tickets for the cake raffle, review the symptoms for Peptic Ulcer and attend a meeting. Goodness I have only limited time to relax eversince I stepped on college plus this insomya is killing me a lot, I lack sleep and I am gonna get one now!