. . . Somethings are better kept here for better or for worse . . .
Sunday, August 5, 2007
tHinkinG deEp
I am not on the mood. . . This cold is irritating me a lot at marami pa akong kailangan gawin. S***! Takte pressure, pressure! Ahhh grabe!
REFLECTION:
Lately I've been thinking, why do I need to endure this s*** if there is an easy way. I have two doors in front of me right now. The first one is I may continue and pursue on my goal and the second one is just to give it up for a while and be on my league.
The first one is really difficult to achieve but its a short cut to get what I need, the catch is, lately its not going on my turns. No matter how hard I try, nothing seems happening. What's even worse I am falling even more and more to the cliff I am hanging on.
The second is quite easy, this is something what I really am. I would be doing something that I could live and die for instead. But going through this door is like throwing my ticket to the bin. My goal will be somewhat out of the way. I would really like to talk about this with my parents, but we would again argue about it, mostly it would be about money. Now I am also thinking of just going on but like I said the situation is getting worse.
This so frustrating, I should have shifted last year. And doing this now would mean another adjustment plus I may have to review all over again. Gah! Decisions, decisions! This is so f****** me up! Sometimes I am getting unstable just because of this! You, what would you do if you are in this predicament!?
The first one is really difficult to achieve but its a short cut to get what I need, the catch is, lately its not going on my turns. No matter how hard I try, nothing seems happening. What's even worse I am falling even more and more to the cliff I am hanging on.
The second is quite easy, this is something what I really am. I would be doing something that I could live and die for instead. But going through this door is like throwing my ticket to the bin. My goal will be somewhat out of the way. I would really like to talk about this with my parents, but we would again argue about it, mostly it would be about money. Now I am also thinking of just going on but like I said the situation is getting worse.
This so frustrating, I should have shifted last year. And doing this now would mean another adjustment plus I may have to review all over again. Gah! Decisions, decisions! This is so f****** me up! Sometimes I am getting unstable just because of this! You, what would you do if you are in this predicament!?
Thursday, August 2, 2007
rEvIeW then rEst
It was a good day today, wooohhhooooo! Although I didn't performed well sa practical at wala kaming halos nagawa kung di matulog halos 3/4 of the time sa RLE, I ended up the day with a blast. Akala ko sa Friday lang walang pasok sa Sabado rin pala! Laking tuwa ko. Timezone agad ako at nag laro ng Maximum Tune 3 hehehe. Improving ka na hehehe! Manual ka lang kaya mo yan. Ei sorry hindi ko nadala yung USB, nahihiya ako sayo sa totoo lang, wala kang pasok nagyon tapos pero you went there just to borrow my USB, sorry talaga sorry. . .
REFLECTION:
Whatever issues that is going to happen to you both parties, count me out! There is no freaking way I will interfere your mess. Remember that I am neutral and quite flexible. This is why I don't minggle with you that much anymore. All (well. . . some) of you are some what trouble makers. Please I had enough hell just entering the building every week and I don't want anymore problems to add up further to my load. This is just a friendly reminder, don't think of anything else!
Despite of the things that happened, this day was heaven sent! It has been so often that I hear good news! Thanks be to God! For the first time ever I thank you GMA and MDC! I really need some rest!
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