gLAd tO sEe yA aLL!

Yo guys, am I glad to see you all! Although di tayo kumpleto k lang meron pa naman tayong plano. I still have my style on playing the guitar. Naks marunong ka na mag drums, konting practice pa! Rusted na ako sa Dota pero at least panalo nung first match. Pano ba yan reunion natin natapos natin yung 10 Hero Seige, ahahahahahahaha ayos tatlo palang tayo nun ah wala pa yung iba! Hehehehe if you got any plans just text or call ah! Oh by the way, astig yung Heroes man!

Nag serve ako nung Tuesday hehehe! Yung isa d pumunta hehehehe!

REFLECTION:

It's been a while that I've got contact with all of you guys. I've got so much to tell you but I guess our fun and hobbies went first.

You can't just show up like that! Having a good company and background doesn't mean you could just crash in. Remember you had done a violation which leaded you out of the group.

a fRieNd's mEssAge

Friends smile at you

They like your face

They want to be with you

Any old place

Friends have fun with you

Friends share

They're glad when you're happy

When you're sad, they care

If you're a friend

Then you care, too

That's why your friends

Are glad you're you

-Cherry

I'LL be sEeiNg yOu gUys! again. . .

The prayer meeting went well, pang retreat yun ah! hehehe. . . Naalala ko tuloy yung retreat namin nung high school. Memories! Partner! pumunta ka naman sana sa seminar! hehehe. . . Ei wag kau sana mang trip ah yung pic namin ni "Joeseph" wag nang ibroadcast sa iba. =(( :D =))


Thanks for showing that you care ah! Grabe I think I am not worth it! Hahahahah =)) pero thanks talaga, pero I think magkikita pa tayo eh ;-) kaya see ya soon.


Grabe hindi ito pwede! Hindi ko ata mapapanood yung Pirates, ampf!


REFLECTION:
When will you ever learn? When will you open your eyes and realize that something is not right? When will you think of others besides yourself? You wanna be unique? All of us are, sir! You better do "your thing" on the right place at the right time.


I am ready to take round two! If that is what You wish I will be willing to do it again. Just bring it on!

AdiOs for noW

Well lahat na lang palpak! Hindi tuloy yung plano ko and she is not replying at all. Well I understand, she might be busy and nakakahiya na papalit na lang ng papalit ng sked :-S. . . Well hindi ko alam na ayos na pala yung lists of sections. Sorry if I am such a KJ (like what others would comment mostly), pero I really want to rest na guys, pagod na ako. Dapat nagbabakasyon tayo but still we sacrificed it, pumapasok tayo at nag-aral. Kaya I need time naman for myself.

So guys ano na ang plano hehehe just call or text ah! ! !

REFLECTION:

Another level up for me I guess. . . And its time to leave my excess luggage an bring with me the important ones. Still I can't believe what happened to me this year. I had a sudden shock of what's on the boarder called reality. At first it was nice, you will be deceived by its beauty. But if you look deeper in to it you would see that everything is just mirage. And if you won't find a way to be strong it will take over your whole self.

But if it wasn't for you guys, I would let reality take over me. Thanks for the time and acceptance. Thanks too for lending me your ears.

But now I am prepared to face the so called reality. But this does not mean that I now know everything, for we never stop learning.

cLaSS "3rd pArAbLe"

Woooohhooooooo!!! Hindi na pala Saturday yung finals namin sa Friday na! My goodness! Mukhang matutuloy ng maaga yung plano ko hehehehe! But. . . sorry I am not interested on the party. What the heck , may possibility daw na magka section pa tayo. . . hehehehe so what's the use? Sana meron isa dyan man lang din na sumama sa plano ko!

Ui!!! Magkita sana tayo mag jamming tayo! Miss ko nang tumugtog with you guys!

Pano ba yan sa Saturday!? HAHAHAHA meron bang planong manood o "chillax"! hahahaha Looking forward for the prayer meeting though and yung outing ah sana matuloy na, hehehe...

Wooohhhhhooooo unting unti na umuulan!!!

REFLECTION:

There were three students, first was Juan who is always lazy. He keeps on dreaming and hoping for some luck to come in and pull up his grades. But it seems that he's laziness always came first. Second was Anton, he is not lazy nor intelligent, but one thing he's friends like about him is that he is wise, a smart aleck. And the last was Tina, she was intelligent and she was never out from the top ten of the class, though that intelligent she was humble about her intellect and she was a shy type.

One day the teacher told them to pass a reaction paper on the film that they watched in school. The teacher emphasized that this would help pull up there grades even those who are at high risk. As the three students went home they quickly turned on there computers to do the reaction paper. Juan was not able to watch the whole movie because he slept and skip almost all the important parts, so with all his effort he tried calling his friends and asked for some help. He asked if he could borrow a CD of the moive and watch it all over again. To his luck he was able to obtain one. Anton was able to watch the movie but has forgot some of the parts so he too called some of his friends and asked for help. Tina was able to watch the whole movie and typed her reactions for herself.

The next day the class including the three students passed the papers. The teacher immediately checked the papers and quickly gave it back to the students. To the students surprise it had no grade, the teacher then said.

"Write the desire grade that you want. Remember this will help you a lot but write the grades that would think is best and deserving for you. The movie is long and you skipped some of your subjects for the sake of watching this movie. You have ten seconds to think about it. Remember write the grades that you think you deserve!"

Juan wrote immediately 100%, Anton hesitated and asks himself,

"Is this another of my teacher's tricks?" So he wrote 86%.

Tina hesitated also and said "If I put 100% my classmates and teacher might think of something against of me." So she wrote 89%.

When the papers are again passed. The teachers asked them one by one,

"Why do you think you derve this?"

Both Anton and Tina had the same replies that they are not worthy to put a grade but him alone. Both of them thought that the teacher might think also that they might be abusing the free will given to them. But Juan stood up and said:

"Sir I need that grade, I know that I slept yesterday but I asked help from my friends and even burrowed a CD to watch it again at home sacrificing my time to sleep." When everybody gave out their own reasons the teacher then said.

"Whatever you wrote will be your grade!"

They were all shocked, they begged there papers back but the teacher won't let them.

Anton then asked Juan, "You know this one is coming, don't you?"

Juan replied, "Actually I don't, I think I deserve it. Though I did not watch it and slept instead, I punished myself last night by watching it again."

Tina then interffered and said, "But what made you do it, desperation for your grade?"

"No!" Juan said, "That night something changed with in me, I dreamed big!"

cOnfUsiOn

This week will finally be my last and soon I'll be on my second year, may God help me there hehehe. Well I think the jamming will be canceled but its okay as soon as my other plans eh matutuloy. Yung outing guys, sorry, but I decided not to go because (1) hindi tayo kumpleto, (2) I need time for myself naman, (3) I wanted to spend time with my cousins, HS friends and my current organization on the limited time given (4) Sabi ng dad ko na isa lang yung puntahan kung outing sa break ko kasi he needed my help sa house (5) I need to practice sa pag gigitara

Partner sorry I wasn't able to come nung Monday, bawi na lang ako next time. Sigurado na ba yang outing sa June? Sana matuloy!

REFLECTION:

I don't know why? But I felt different today maybe its just because that I am confused. There are so many things to choose on, but what is frustrating about it is I have to sacrifice something or someone. There will always be something on the line. And there would always be an element interfering my motives; reminding me of my limitations, possibilities and consequences.

There is this saying that we should first be a friend to everyone first, before you have friends. I am not saying that you are not friendly. Sometimes we must ask questions to ourselves if we lack on something or if we have done things that are not in favor to others. I am not feeling sorry for you nor am I a hypocrite, I am just trying to help. Only you could answer those questions, I am just a guide.

heLL

Well my friends, classmates and I went to Paco Park (again), Fort Santiago and Lights and Sounds for our subject Rizal. Okay na sana kaya lang pahamak yung init. Grabe halos mag-aamoy anak araw na kami. But we were able to take down informations naman.

Konti lang umatend sa Youth Ministry, not to mention late ako dumating hehehe.

REFLECTION:

My rest day is ruined! It is better to walk and trace our past than spend time to those things that is not worthy, even a drop of sweat. You are making things worse! Rather than learning something you are just confusing us all! I can't believe that they have spent cash on this trash.

tHe wAy

Nothing much happened this day, pero grabe ang init! ! ! Naghahanap pa ako ng makakasama sa pupuntahan ko sa May 26, ayoko mag isa. Matuloy man ang jamming o hindi okay lang sa akin basta yung talagang pupuntahan ko sana matuloy. Promise guys, medyo tinatamad ako sa outing natin hindi tayo kumpleto eh pasensya na hehehe pero kung yung isa dyan sa hindi makakasama ay pinayagan bigla. . . . . ay . . . . . why not? Dadala pa ako ng food and "drinks" para sa atin hehehe!

Tom morning pupunta ulit ako Paco Park this time iba naman kasama ko. Para ma check ko din yung mga na miss kong information. Sa Sunday na lang yung Lights and Sounds at Fort Santiago. Pero hmmmm. . . . Not unless may plan silang pumunta ng maaga why not ehehehe.


REFLECTION:
Well, now you know the reason. . . Now you know everything that had happened between us, I hope and even pray that you would tell her my side. You said, that she wanted to talk to me but was like wise afraid of what I might say to her. Actually, yes, normally everybody reacts am I right? You can't avoid it, in fact my friends and I have loads to tell her. . . But how could I talk to her if she wouldn't listen? Mind you, that it is because of her that I almost flunk at my studies. Yes I admit I got emotionally affected to the point that I am getting pathetic. But for me it is better to tell the truth than be afraid that you might hurt someone for telling it. Yet I could say that she is not concern. If she was, she won't think twice of telling it in front of my face. All that I need to do is be ready for the criticisms that she would throw on me. So please don't bother telling her my side, I have no problem about it.

"When you go, won't you even have the guts to say I don't love you like I loved you yesterday!"

sUddEn cHaNgE

Wow grabe ang saya ko ngayon hehehehe ! ! ! Yun nga lang muntikan na ako mapagalitan ni mam, and dal dal ko kasi sa katabi ko eh, hehehe. I hope matuloy yung mga plans ko sa May 26 and may I have a successful jamming too. . . Sana matuloy ako sa outing namin ng mga friends ko sa school (but medyo tinatamad na din ako kasi hindi kumpleto eh =(( )

Grabe ka!!! Nagkagusto ka sa teacher mo sa biology nung 2nd yr HS :-O, lahat na lang ng sa tingin mong pogi papatulan mo eh! Hahaha kasama ba din ako sa pogi? B-) (kapal noh!?)

We went to Paco Park, the place is very small, but at least I've seen the place were Rizal's body was found along with fathers Gom-Bur-Za. Fort Santiago na lang and Lights and Sounds hehehe at matatapos na tayo! ! !

One more week break na namin wooooohhhhoooooooo! ! ! Wala ba dyan CHILLAX!? hehehe. . . Oi! See you soon sa MDC =P

REFLECTION:

I have no idea if you really liked my report or you just felt sorry for me. But the thing is I believe that I deserve it (hindi naman sa pag yayabang). Like wise I also need it; at least pulling me up a little. If you only knew how much I worked hard for it. Oh yeah one more thing, about the thing I said before, I guess I am taking it back but still I have to say something on your attitudes.

tOo bAd . . .

Went to school as usual, pero sayang mukhang hindi ako matutuloy sa outing ng classmate ko, tsk tsk tsk, sayang. Dalawang outings na ang palpak, first is yung sa ministry (well at least postponed hehehe) and second, yung ito nga, sa classmate ko. Oh well talagang ganyan, babawi na lang ako sa kanila in another way, hehehe.

I can't wait to meet you and I've got loads to tell you!

REFLECTION:

Why are you disturbing her? She is now on peace! Stop bothering her! Can't you grow up and move on! She had been listening to you and what do you do? You ignore her! What is it that you want her to understand? You know very well that she is not problem but you are. If you got problems solve them on your own! I had my own problems, yes I do ask advices but still it is me who finds the solution to it. Why can't you do the same? You along with your company are making issues of your own. While we do the things that we have to do.

Nasa huli ang pagsisisi ! ! ! Hahahahaha :)) maiba naman

pErSoNaL

Ei hehehe wala pasok bukas! Please to all who are voters, VOTE WISELEY! ! ! Iboto nyo yung sa tingin nyo iaangat ang bansa natin sa poverty! (Naka naman hahahaha :)) )

REFLECTION:

We have not been talking for a while. You know all the things that I had been doing through him but not from me. I want to talk to you about everything; about my achievements, problems and what I've become lately. You know before that I've been through hell without me telling you a word, but through your powerful instinct. You know exactly what I had been feeling back then. My little angel take care of her, don't make her angry, make her proud. If you won't be able to come back here I will find my way to be there with you guys, I promise. . . I miss you!

I aM nOt aLoNe

Well at least kanina tinanggap yung reaction paper, yung assignment sa Rizal. Nang sa isang girl dyan muntikan na tayo mapagalitan :)) !

Hmm I think I would be able to come and join your outing pero bad trip may kakausapin si dadeh sa isa sa inyo before na pumayag siya na sumama ako. So sana lahat kayo makakapunta at least, errrr ano ako eight year old? hahaha

Bad 3p di matutuloy yung chillax! Lahat kasi may ginagawa eh kung wala naman ginagawa out of town naman, hahahahaha. Bawi na lang next time.

REFLECTION:

You are lucky to have us as your friends. You even had two advisers at your problems with that girl. But what are we if you don't wanna listen? You know, sometimes you are pathetic. You think she will easily fall with your looks and charms? News flash! She is hard to get. If you want to have her I suggest you better start changing! Start on being dilligent and hard working, you lack these kinds of attitudes.

All along I thought that I am alone? But I have someone else who had the same kind of opinion with my group. For now we don't give a damn about you guys! Go ahead, make issues to yourselves and you'll see that it is you had problems not me.

iT gOeS on And on

Wow grabe, its been a while since I've post something. I am obsessed on studying Rizal. I never thought that even he had his own controversy. The retraction paper is just b***s***!

Welcome back Kat!

Partner, kailan tayo mag lelead at ano yung theme natin? Let's talk about it ayt!?

hehehe anyway nuff said. . .

REFLECTION:

Laying down such a rude comment won't stop my posts. Fine I admit my mistakes so stop rubbing it in. Some people like me some people don't. If you have a problem with my posts then don't read it at all!

What have I done wrong? Every time I do something, it seems that I disappoint someone. Whether it is for the best or not, there will always be somebody against me. I cannot please everybody can I?

You are just hallucinating my dear! Are you really on, both of you? Or you are just exaggerating things? You better stop this nonsense and move on.

Well the decision is yours. If you want to move to another group then go, nobody is stopping you. But, hey, don't forget us ayt!

Thanks guys! Thanks for being such a big help, what would I be without you? And, hey, we still have a lot to do but lets not forget to enjoy every moment of it.

No matter how hard I try for you to be mine, I could still see that your heart still belongs to him but what the heck, its fun being single. Loosing her is enough for me, I don't want to loose you now. . .