tO tRuSt

Meron nang Maximum Tune 3 hehehe, hmmm will I continue my acct or just use my other no so used account. Medyo kailangan ko mag budget for this becuase it P27/game. Hindi ako naka review sa Unit Test for Microbio Lec at buti na lang wala yung prof namin dun. Laking tuwa namin, but heck tomorrow mukhang hassle pa rin. I've got two assignments sa PolGov, review for Health Care and Stat. Mag pupuyat nanaman ako. I've heard mag ililipat daw yung mga makukulit sa iba't ibang section; wether I'll transfer or not I just hope kahit man lang isa or tatlo o apat sa section namin kasama ko pa rin or better yet mag irregular na lang ako.

REFLECTION:

Why is it so hard to gain trust esspecially to your own instincts, sometimes it helps you sometimes it betrays you. Believe it or not my instinct is stronger than me and mostly it prevails all of my doubts. Call me crazy but this is what's been happening to me lately. Is it just me or is it just a coinsidence? But I think if you are in my position, you too will also be confused.

wRittiNg tHis leTTer

It was Nutrition day sa school, swerte ng mga nag nutrition classes, wala sila gagawin kungdi magluto the whole day. But the day went well, buti na lang hindi natuloy yung quiz namin sa Microbio, absent pa naman ako nun, pero guess what may long test naman kami tomorrow. Astig pala itsura ng fungi sa microscope hehehe la lang. I have to find a way to buy that Maglaya book.


Ei musta ka na? Hindi na tayo masyado nag-uusap. I hope your doing fine, sobrang namimiss na kita! Good luck on your studies.


We had a deep and personal meeting last night, I've got nothing more to add to that.


REFLECTION:


First of all I apologize if ever I was annoying to you last night. I was not thinking, I am really sorry.


Now you've anonymously heard my struggles, I thank you for showing your concerns. I know that you would listen but I never thought that you would give me advices, actually two advices. I am really thankful that I am in this organization, all of you guys are really God's blessings.


To those who had problems with regards to there families and studies, just pray hard and try to listen to what He has to say. Remember everything is just temporary, even problems, it will soon come to pass. Just hold on and all of us have the same load.


On behalf of my fellow youth, we will do our best to do things to be good followers and be the LIGHT.

fIrSt tAste oF tHiNgS tO cOmE

Buti naman hindi ako na late dito sa subject na ito. May mga gamit ako nakalimutan pero hindi masyado pa kailangan yun. Umulan ng violation slips kanina sa RLE. The CIs are very freakin' strict, takte. Kamuntik na nga ako mabigyan eh, just because of my bigote. Yun pa nung lunch, we are only allowed to take it for 30 minutes. Eh ang dami-dami naming nag RLE, so puno yung canteen. Ayaw man lang mag pasuyo (dun sa mga nakapila kung kayo kaya nasa sitwasyon ko anong gagawin nyo!? It's easy to say na pipila kayo! Tignan lang natin ha, napamura kita tuloy ng di oras). So I have to go to Bluewave KFC pa, (dun sa mga nakasakay sa jeep na di ko kilala, I am terribly sorry kung nasasagi o nasisiko ko kayo ah hindi ko sinasadya yun, wala lang talaga ako sa mood) nag take out ako ng lunch, tapos pumunta ako sa treats to buy a shave (takte P34.00 ano yun ginto yung blade?). Tapos while eating my lunch nag lakad ako pabalik ng school. Exactly tapos na ako mag lunch pagdating sa gate. Punta agad ako sa Fundamentals room, buti wala pa yung mga CIs; so I had spare time to go to the washroom and shave. But make no mistake, masaya matuto sa RLE ang ayaw ko lang yung pagkahigpit nila.

REFLECTION:

I had the first taste of being desperate today. Desperate to eat, to go home, to excell and to have peace of mind. I just wonder if this is just the beggining, what more in the near future. I realy need to change. I really need to learn how to be independent, somehow to survive with my own effort. I really need to focus. What I fear is that one day I might go crazy learning too much, breaking down, gone mad or might collapse in school, home, or on the road because of too much pressure and stress. I hope that these things doesn't happen. . .

sUrPriSe 4th Parable. . .

Wow, si daddy nasa mood! hahahaha! We went to MOA and ate in Tokyo Tokyo, bumili siya ng sphygmomanometer for me dun din sa mall, tapos pinalaro niya ako ng Maximum Tune 2 sa Timezone he added a few pesos, hehehehe.

Ei I am really sory talaga about yung pagbunot ko sa piano. Glad to see you back, don't worry your feet will heal soon. Pasanayin mo muna and just to what the doctor's told you to do. Pare pareho lang tayo naantok at nababangag okay, =)) at nung Saturday 3 oras lang ako nakatulog. I hope you are fully decided with your course, good luck din sa mga nag kukuha ng entrance exam sa iba't ibang schools. Kaya nyo yan!

REFLECTION:

A husband of two children woke up happily, becuase it is currently his birthday. He tried to wake up his wife, sleeping beside him. But it seems that she was not waking up at all. He gets up on bed and headed for his children. He opened the door of there bedroom and told them to wake up. But they too are still in big slumber. So the father just ate his breakfast alone, took a bath, dressed up and headed for work. He did not know that his family were planning a big suprise for him.

After he left the house, his daughter and son got up and ordered a cake, bought some beverages and wrapped the presents that they bought a week ago. His wife got up and quickly went to the kitchen and cooked all the delcious recepies that she could think of. They estimated that by 5pm all of there preparations will be finished. It was also the same time that the familly man will be home from work.

But to there surprise, he went back home earlier about 1pm. When he is already inside the house, he noticed that his family were not surprise at all that he got back early and that they were all hands full. He went to the dinning table and asked her daughter to give him a glass of water to drink. But his daughter told him that she was too busy. So instead, he got up the table and gave him self a glass of water to drink. He then went to the living room and took off his shoes. He asked his son to get his slippers; but his son said that he was too busy. Hearing that reply he puts back his shoes on again and went to the kitchen instead. He approaches his wife, kissed her and said: "I miss you. . ." But his wife was too busy cooking and told him to rest inside the bedroom. After that reply he left the kitchen and went inside the bedroom.

When all the preparations were done (food, beverages, plates, glasses, fork and sppon were all in the table). The son grabbed his guitar, the daughter grabbed the three birthday presents, the wife lighted the candle on top of the cake and the three of them went to the bedroom. All together they opened the door singing a Happy Birthday song to the family man sleeping on the bed. When they were done singing they noticed that he was not moving at all. The son dropped his guitar and went near his father and found out that he was not breathing. The daughter then dropped the present and saw a note on the clipboard that was hanging on the closet. It says: "I love you all, there were two reasons why I am here early. First is because of my birthday and second it is also my time. I will all miss you." The mother placed the cake on his husband's work table just near the bed and went near him. With tears falling fom both her eyes she gave him a kiss on the chick and said, "Surprise. . . Happy Birthday, I love you. . ."

Rip off and edited from today's homily by Fr. Jhude

iTs nOt rIgHt aNyMoRe

Mukhang napapadalas na ang pagkapasaway natin ah. . . Medyo bawas bawasan natin pare at baka mapahamak pa tayo lalo. Hmm mukhang nahihirapan na ako sa Maximum Tune ah hehehe. Tuloy pa ba yung plano natin sa Thursday? Sorry ah hindi tayo nakapag counter at madami tayong ginagawa, dbali promise ko talaga babawi ako sayo. We stand alone together na ito man, tulung-tulongan tayo, sama-sama ah walang iwanan! We will soon have our RLE, s***, simula na ang pagdudusa natin dito for sure. I need to buy that jogging pants ASAP!

I wonder how are you getting along with your section? Ayos yung tanong na napapunta sa akin noh!? Hehehehe kasi ba naman sa lahat ba naman ng questions na mapapapunta yan pa!

Well, I greet Happy Birthday (belated rather) again to those people who had there birthday From July 14-15.

REFLECTION:

How awkward it is that you were able to pick it; it actually fits to your current situation. I just really wonder, you already know that there is something wrong and yet I don't see any effort of changing. Well if you don't want to, don't be angry with us okay! We offered you help, it is you who don't want help from us.

This isn't right anymore guys! It's too much and we are abusing our own freedom. We already paid the price many times and still we have the guts to repeat our errors. At this point we should already know how to use our sense of responsibility. I know sometimes I am being tempted to the same. But the difference is I have my conscience with me and I really think about my actions before executing them. How about you? Are you not afraid of getting expelled? We'll see about that, won't we?

I hope with our plan we will be able to focus more on the right path. Let's make a difference, shall we?

hAssLe

Grabe saksakan ng review itong week na ito, wala pa ako napapasa na quiz sa Microbio tapos mababagsak ko pa ata yung unit test nun. Buti sa laboratory nakakabawi ako hehehe, mas gusto ko kasi hands on eh. Yung Funda parang mahirap siyang tignan pero its quite simple pala, naaply mo naman kasi in real life. Nakakaadik mag Maximum Tune 2 my goodness, may card na ako pero I am just a newbe, nasa Licence A palang ako, Racer under practice and sa mga stars destoryer palang ako. Dibali gagaling din ako in time. You guys better try it manually hindi automatic. Bad trip nawawala jogging pants ko errr, so I have to buy a new one. Buti pala bumalik ako sa Micro lab nung Saturday, buti di pa siya nag checheck ng attendance at buti di niya ako nakita pumasok ng room, isang oras akong late, =)). Sorry guys if napahamak ko kayo because that ah hehehe. . .

Nakakamiss ka din, hehehe, hindi kita nakaka-usap for almost a month na ah; irreg ka na kasi eh. Cge susubukan ko mag save tapos laro tayo counter hehehe!

REFLECTION:

As I walk further to the road I am in, the challenges are getting tougher than ever. I just notice everytime I try something the second time, I mostly fall; I am struggling. My own goal is the only thing that keeps me from standing up. I asure you, that no matter how hard I fall, I will pull myself up. No matter how hard the wind blows from every direction, I will still focus on the path I am walking. I won't fail you guys I promise.

"A child plays at your feet, growing and learning. That little one has incredible potential, a hidden reservoir of capability and creativity, but in order for those possibilities to be developed, parents must take time . . . listen, train, encourage, reprove, challenge, support, and model. Moms and dads do not have to do any of that. The child neither requires nor demands that we do so. If, however, we hope to raise secure and healthy offspring, those things are required. You do not have to pay the price to grow and expand intellectually. The mind neither requires it nor demands it. If, however, you want to experience the joy of discovery and the pleasure of plowing new and fertile soil, effort is required.

'You do not have to sit outside in the dark. If, however, you want to look at the stars, you will find that darkness is required. The stars neither require it nor demand it' (Annie Dillard).If the splendor of the stars is worth sitting outside in the dark, believe me, the joy of fresh discovery is worth sitting inside in the light."

Rip off from SITTING IN THE LIGHTby Charles R. Swindoll