. . . Somethings are better kept here for better or for worse . . .

Sunday, June 10, 2007

dIssApOiNtEd

Well naka enroll na ako, mag kaseksyon nanaman kami ng section ko last year but some are wala na. Buti na lang hindi ako nagka waiver hehehe ang dami meron sa amin eh.


Sayang! Kung alam ko lang na sabay kayo mag enroll, sasama talaga ako sa inyo. Or kung sana man lang binigay na lang sa amin yung clearance forms then makakasama ko kayo. I really wanted to change my section to meet new people. But I guess hindi talaga pwede.


Just watched Ocean's 13 nga pala, hehehe. . .


REFLECTION:
Have you ever felt like you're all alone in a group? I always carry this feeling of solidarity. Every where I go it seems like I am not fitted to the picture. Am I really a loser or just over reacting? I can't believe that all of my hard work will just end up in a bin. Was it worth it? If it was why is this happening to me? Did I just got lucky? Or was it just because of my absence? I felt ashamed to tell you honestly. I will not be surprised if you guys discriminate me or whatsoever. I remember the time that I gave up everything to move on-- I guess I really did give up everything. So now I really have to give this up, right? Give up all our old times. Or am I just taking this seriously? Probably this is what I get for being so selfish; maybe I deserve this? Over and over again, sacrificing the things that you had is really a pain in the ass. You may either gain or loose. I felt like I am a computer that's not been updated for a long time.

1 comment:

joca said...

Sacrifices can lead to a lot of different things. Sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. The important thing is to keep trying to become better:)